I live a life that's so active - so many things to do, so many people to see, and so many places to go to. Honestly, I have been procasitnating EVERYTHING. i don't even remember when's the last time i've been to the gym, and don't worry, I AM aware that the clock is ticking, and it's ticking fast. I'm starting to think to myself, do I really want to do all this? I mean of course I want to lose weight, but what about Miss Turkey? I don't think that's the only thing that should be motivating me. I do have other goals that I want to achieve.
It's my mom's birthday tomorrow (April 28) and i was in istanbul. We were all visiting a new home we bought and there's a bakery right next to it. My mom and her cousin and her mom went ahead and me and my sister said we'll catch up with them later. We rushed to the bakery next door and got a little cake and lit a candle. It was so nice because my mom wasn't expecting it at all and we all enjoyed it. we sat in the kitchen and ate the cake (we got plastic knives forks and plates). Later, my mom saw a bag she really liked so at night we surprised her with that and then we were out for dinner and for dessert we wanted kunefe. My sister went to the bathroom and told the guys to bring the kunefe with a candle and my mom was like "oh look, it's someone's birthday" and it came to our table and she was really surprised and she really enjoyed it! and we enjoyed it too because she was so happy :)) Happy birthday anneeee!! :))
I'm back in Ankara now and not in the mood to do anything. I have so many projects I should be catching up on. Procstinating of course. And it's Mayfest this weekend. It's so crazy. Time is going soo fast. It should stop for a day so we could all have a break.
I have to run to class now.
Remember, in a world of disorder and disaster, only beauty can be trusted.